38 Weeks And Counting

Tomorrow is Christmas, and I will be 38 weeks on the dot!

 I have been meaning to post on here for months, but it just never happened.

Here I be at 37 weeks! 

And here's a quick catch up from the last time I posted.

A week or so after I last posted, Kevin and I decided we were all in for a home birth, whether my insurance was or not. I think he saw the emotional toll it was taking on me, phone call after phone call with the insurance, and he didn't think it was worth it. It was a struggle for me, being ok with the  the financial part of it, but there is still a good chance that they will pay for part of the birth (after I go through the appeal process). All in all it's money, and it's not going to break us. If my insurance does smart up and pay for their portion, it may actually be the same cost as it was for Dallin. Either way, we will be ok, and thank goodness for tax returns!

In November, I hired Kimberly Flake again to be our doula. I'm excited for her and her birth pool to be at our house come labor day:) She came over and gave me a prenatal massage which was wonderful. We went over my birth plan (one I used for Dallin) in case of a transfer, just so we could get that over with and set out minds on the fact that I'm having this baby at home:) We talked about where to put the birth pool and a few other things. She offered to take pictures using our camera, and will also encapsulate my placenta like last time.

At 32 weeks I started my hypnobabies home study course. This is the same childbirth prep I used with Dallin's birth, and I'm hoping to get the same results. It's been difficult finding time to listen to the scripts every day, but I do them pretty much every night as I'm going to bed. I fall asleep a few minutes in, but they say that even if you are asleep that they will still benefit you. We shall see:)

Two weeks ago, I had my 36 week in home appointment with my midwife Anne Marie and student midwife Nikki. We had a nice visit, and I was glad that Kevin was able to be there. It was the first midwife appointment he has been to this pregnancy, other then the ultrasound at 20 weeks. For about a month prior, I had slowly started gathering all the home birth supplies on the list she gave me. At this appointment I had them all ready in Josie's co-sleeper. Looks like a mess kind of, but it is actually quite organized...atleast for me:)

 

 We gave them a quick tour of our house, and talked about the set up that we will have in our bedroom for the birth. Anne Marie asked Kevin if he wanted to catch this time, and we decided that either him or I would catch, assuming that we are in a good position to do so. I'm excited!

For those who are curious, here's part of the homebirth supply list. The only things we needed to buy were the birth kit, coconut water (for hydration), some drop cloths, and an aquarium net. The rest of the stuff was already in our house, and just needed to be collected. This of course, doesn't include all the supplies that my midwife will be bringing to the birth.

 

At my last appointment I got some red raspberry leaf tea (Mormon-friendly peeps), and have been drinking one cup every day. The herbs are suppose to help tone your uterus so that contractions will be more effective. It does not induce labor, but strengthens the uterus, and so I decided to give it a try. I've also been making sure to continue all my supplements. I'm not a big fan of taking any sort of pill, but since I know the good they are doing it makes it easy.

Every night before bed I take a prenatal (rainbow lite one a day), two calcium magnesium (generic,saves me from charlie horses in the middle of the night!), and two flax oil (barleans-great source of omega fatty acids). Overall I have felt really good this pregnancy. Healthy, although I do have the usual pregnancy discomforts, but there isn't a supplement for that:) I believe the supplements are helping a lot.

It's kind of crazy thinking that I am actually going to have a home birth, and in about 2 weeks! It's been a dream of mine ever since I started researching birth options after I had the twins. I thought that once I had the OK to have a home birth that I would be so ecstatic and bouncing off the walls wanting to tell everyone. That hasn't been the case. I feel good about our decision, but it's more of a good normal peaceful feeling. It reminds me of when I gave birth to Dallin, and how I wondered if I would cry or yell something in excitement like many VBAC moms do, but instead I just felt like that same peaceful good feeling. Like it was the way things should be. Kind of the same thing I think.

Now I just wonder when she is going to come, and how her birth will be. I envision labor starting in the morning or afternoon, and then giving birth in the evening or early morning. I can see it happening within a 24 hour period, and I can see it being quicker then last time. I can see myself laboring in the pool again, and giving birth there, although I will go wherever I feel like at the moment. Our bed and a birth stool will also be options. Her due date is January 8th. My guess is the 5th or the 12th because everyone in our family but me is born on the 5th or the 12th. Then again, maybe she'll join me on the 16th:) I'm horrible at guessing though, but I'm glad she will come when she is good and ready. That is what is most important!

I made it to a temple session this last week, and I was so glad I did. I really wanted to go before I had her, because I knew things would only get busier. Being in the temple gave me such a peaceful and comforting feeling, and it's exactly what I need going into this birth. I prayed and meditated about her birth, and asked for angels to be here in our home as she is ushered into this world. I know they will be there for me and for Josie, and I feel blessed for yet another opportunity to bring a child into our family.

Wish us luck:)